Sometimes it hurts more than you think

I know it's not what I should

Still is what I got

This is me 

Sometimes it'll be hard to understand me

I will hurt you, not because I want

Those situations are meant to be done

As I am destined to save you

I am not a cure neither a disease

Sometimes I wished I wouldn't wish

I'm waiting for a hope which isn't human

Humanity isn't waiting for hope

We are the ones who will destroy everythin

I wish those feelings wouldn't exist

But I'm jeaolous...

My jealousness is killing me 

It hurts to be this way

The sad part is that I didn't choose to be this way